A year and a half ago, God sent our little angel to us 🙂
Isn’t that crazy? How has it been that long? Most days, it seems like it was so recently that Cohen born and then we said our goodbyes.
Sometimes it all still feels like it was a dream.
I’m actually thankful I don’t dream about it all too often. Certain little things set me off, but overall, I just think about him being here for the time he was. I think about how so very perfect he was on the outside. I think about how Brent was able to spend more time with him while he was here. I think that’s probably because I spent so much time with him while carrying him 🙂 I think about how he has played a major role in sending us his little brother and sister.
I know Brent and I both think about him so much having Knox and Sloane here with us now. I was looking at them this morning thinking how he would have probably looked so much like the both of them. I think they probably have many of the same features and expressions as he would have at this age. I wonder if he would have kept this pretty, dark and thick hair better than they have 😉 Sometimes I think what if he were here and Knox and Sloane were here, too. Three kids under two. I guess if that’s what God wanted.
I don’t have any ideal scenarios. I think I use to wonder quite a bit how our family would have played out had things been differently, but I’m also very thankful those thoughts never consumed me for a very long period.
Things are how they are supposed to be. Knox & Sloane have helped our hearts tremendously, but a piece of it will always be missing. We will continue to think of Cohen often as he truly is part of his brother and sister.
Rae of Turtle Feathers gifted the onesies to Knox & Sloane, along with some hats and Sloane’s fun flower bow she has one.
Cohen & Brent they day he was born.
I hope you all are having a good week!
A few things-
– Don’t forget to check out my post regarding Moms Clean Air Force! It’s such an important cause.
– My Christmas giveaway is here 🙂
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– For 2 days only, you can get 20% off plus free shipping on your Tiny Prints order of $49+ HERE. Still time to order Christmas cards or gifts 🙂