7.03.2010

Almost back....

to the blog....

First of all, thank you all SO MUCH for participating in silence for Cohen on Thursday. There are many different types of silence and they are all appreciated. I've been thinking about how to say thank you...but I'm simply at a loss for words. My words turn into tears and well...those don't really get typed out. Just please know our family is SO grateful for the thoughtfulness and prayers that everyone has surrounded us with!

I have lots of posts I'll be working on that I'm actually excited to share.

We are going to be working on a post that talks about Cohen's beautiful memorial that took place on Thursday. It was just wonderful and everyone (Jessica) did an amazing job putting it together. We are also going to work on a post that shares some of Cohen's last day we spent with him :) We have sacred moments and memories..and thankfully, pictures too. We've shared so much with you all and will do a post that shares a piece of that time as well. Actually, you can probably bet you will see quite a few Cohen pictures forever on this blog :)

As you may remember, Cohen listened to music a lot. We played music for him when he was in my belly. At the hospital, Brent had his iPhone by Cohen almost 24/7 playing music for him.

Though Brent and I have never been big Boss fans, Brent is certain Cohen loved this song....Brent used Pandora on his iPhone. It seems as though every time we walked out of the room and back in, this song would be playing...

Bruce Springsteen - My City of Ruins
(push play if you would like to hear:)














{6.18.10}

I had not even read the lyrics until now. I like them...

My City Of Ruins
There is a blood red circle
On the cold dark ground
And the rain is falling down
The church door's thrown open
I can hear the organ's song
But the congregation's gone
My city of ruins
My city of ruins

Now the sweet bells of mercy
Drift through the evening trees
Young men on the corner
Like scattered leaves,
The boarded up windows,
The empty streets
While my brother's down on his knees
My city of ruins
My city of ruins

Come on, rise up! Come on, rise up!
Come on, rise up! Come on, rise up!
Come on, rise up! Come on, rise up!

Now's there's tears on the pillow
Darlin' where we slept
And you took my heart when you left
Without your sweet kiss
My soul is lost, my friend
Tell me how do I begin again?
My city's in ruins
My city's in ruins

Now with these hands,
With these hands,
With these hands,
I pray Lord
With these hands,
With these hands,
I pray for the strength, Lord
With these hands,
With these hands,
I pray for the faith, Lord
We pray for your love, Lord
We pray for the lost, Lord
We pray for this world, Lord
We pray for the strength, Lord
We pray for the strength, Lord

Come on
Come on
Come on, rise up
Come on, rise up
Come on, rise up
Come on, rise up
Come on, rise up
Come on, rise up
Come on, rise up
Come on, rise up
Come on, rise up


I hope you all have a good holiday weekend.

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60 comments :):

Leanne said...

Megan, it was good to see you halfway back.

I participated in Silence For Cohen too, only I didn't link up. If you ever had a moment, you're welcome to visit my blog.

www.mysupplications.blogspot.com

All of your pictures are so beautiful and eloquent and wonderful and wrenching at the same time...

Yours is one of the very first blogs I read anymore and I will continue to, as your story has captivated me, and I'll look forward to seeing more Cohen pics.

Take care, take it easy......

God bless you.

Mommarazzi said...

Such a sweet picture of the three of you! I know you will cherish it always. Still praying for you daily.

Brandi said...

So sorry for your loss! I was in NY when I found out about your little guy. When we visited St. Patrick's Cathedral, I said a prayer for Cohen and your family. May God be with you during this difficult time. Oh, love the picture in this post. So sweet!

Sara said...

My many prayers are with you guys. I know how difficult this time is for you both and your extended families. Hold on to each other.

Shelley said...

It's good to hear from you again. I can't express to you how much your story has effected so many of us. I'm continuing to pray for you and Brent.

Shelley

Dana said...

Megan, You and Brent will rise up! Don't be afraid to live, laugh and love. Cohen will always be with you. I work with Lindsey K. and have followed your blog for sometime. You are a joyous woman with so much to give! Peace be with you and Brent.

Nadine said...

I'm so happy to hear from you! Please know my prayers are with you! Cohen truly was a special little angel! I'm sorry you have to go through this hard time, but you are truly an inspiration. You have handled this difficult time with such grace! Thank you for sharing so much with us, even though I can imagine it isn't easy to do so! Much love!

Jessica said...

Love you guys! It was such an honor to be part of the memorial on Thursday. Such a special day for a special boy.

Susan said...

"My city of Ruin" is my son's favorite song. When he was a baby my husband used to hold him and dance with him whenever he cried.

I look forward to your updates. Keeping you in my prayers.
~Susan

Mommy2CVC said...

What amazing parents you are to such an amazing little boy! Thank you for sharing him with so many! I will continue to keep you all in my prayers! God Bless!

nmassie218 said...

I am so sorry for your loss, my prayers are with your family. I also participated in the day of silence, but did not link up.

http://frogssnailsandfairytales.blogspot.com

Ben and Emily said...

Still praying for you and your family! Please take as long as you need to get back to blogging...we'll understand!

Thank you for sharing your sweet, priceless pictures with us!

PattiH said...

I have been reading your blog for a few months now, and I cried every time I read it after Cohen was born! My heart is breaking for you and your family! Have you heard of the Christian singer, Mandisa? She wrote a song, "You Wouldn't Cry (Andrew's Song)," inspired by one of my sister's friends who delivered a stillborn baby. If you get a chance, you should listen to it. God bless you and your family, and I will continue praying for you!

Cole said...

Take your time and come back when you're ready. We'll all still be here to cheer you on.

Meg said...

So sweet to hear from you Megan! Looking forward to hearing more about your sweet, sweet Cohen! ;) What a blessing and an honor it is for all of us to be a small part of Cohen's BIG story.
Much love and many prayers!

mFw said...

Hope you and Brent are doing okay! I participated in Silence for Cohen but had no idea I could link up, sorry its been a little crazy. My blog is prissyandpreppyflamingo.blogspot.com.

Glad you're looking forward to some posts now and that you're sharing sweet Cohen with all of us!

sara said...

Megan, you are an incredible woman. You all remain in my daily thoughts and prayers.

Danielle said...

So glad to read this post. You guys are constantly on my mind. I know we have never met, but I feel like I have come to know you the past year or so, and care so much about you.

I posted about the day of silence for Cohen on my design blog since that one gets a lot more traffic. I wanted to help share his story with as many people as I can.

Sending you lots & lots of love.

Danielle

Danielle said...

And one more thing. Thank you for sharing Cohen with us. Such a special little guy.

Ashley said...

Still praying for you Megan and Brent!

The Dyess Family said...

Praying for you daily.

Olga Marquez said...

Cohen is just an amazing little guy and now he is happily in heaven with a lord and savior!


You guys are very strong, you can see the peace and strength of God through you and your husband!

God bless you guys!

chelsea said...

praying for you during this tough time. so proud to see that you are seem to be staying positive through it all.

Theodora Hermes said...

I too participated in the day of silence. You are in my prayers.

Elisabeth said...

Megan how brave you are! I am so honored you'd share your sweet boy's life with us. I continue to pray for your family.

It is my sincere hope our sons are friends in heaven.

Lauren Kelly said...

Megan, I just want you to know that I will be forever inspired by your family and your sweet boy!! I love you very much girl! And have a great July 4th!!

Meg said...

I'm so happy you guys have so many memories and momentos from Cohen's life!

<33

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Courtney said...

I have been thinking of you guys. I glad to hear you are back. Take things one day at a time.

Alan and Lindsi said...

Megan, I am touched by your grace and dignity in this situation.

Thank you for sharing this story in the blogging community, and please know that many prayers are being offered on your account!

Take your time to greive. God Bless you!

Sarah said...

Such sweet pictures! Thanks for sharing your boy with us :)

Kimberley said...

Sending love and prayers! May the Lord continue to wrap his arms around you and Brent.

RN Mama said...

What a beautiful picture of the three of you. That song is truly amazing. Wishing you a peaceful weekend!

The Simmons Family said...

I'm glad to see you're "almost" back. Take all the time you need. I'm glad the memorial was wonderful. I love that you took so many pictures of your little guy. I remember feeling like such a dork taking hundreds of pictures that first week in the hospital. SO worth it.

We continue to pray for you both.

(HUGS)
Andrea

The Rogers Family said...

Megan, You and Brent have inspired me so much...your faith, your courage, your love for the Lord through all of this difficult time. I continue to think of you all often and pray that you will continue to find peace and rest in this difficult time. You both are a true treasure, and Cohen couldn't have been blessed with better parents than you...I look forward to your posts and your thoughts as you share your memories, as I know they will always be dear to your heart.

Stephani
www.rogersfamilytrio.blogspot.com

kirsten michelle said...

Love and hugs to you all!! Take what time you need to rest, to mend, and to breathe. We will still be here, loving you.

Thank you for how you shared Cohen with us. And thank you for continuing to be so open about this entire journey. I know it's not easy, but I imagine there is something healing about that, too.

My husband and I are continuing to pray for you and your family.

Peace be with you.

Classy Fab Sarah said...

So glad to see you back, even just a little bit :)

writing4612 said...

I participated, but didn't link up. I'm glad to see that you are regaining some sense of normalcy.

I'm so glad that you have pictures of your precious boy. He was a fighter, that's for sure.

Praying for you as you cope.

The Pittman's said...

It's good to hear from you....watching everyone come together for Cohen was just beautiful. Still thinking of you!

P.S- I had an Icee at Target for the first time yesterday. It was so delicious I had to get another. I think I'm addicted.

Annie said...

it's great to hear from you hun. thinking about you. praying for you and brent. precious cohen will always be with you and always remembered by your blog readers/friends.
it was amazing to see how many people linked up for silence for cohen!
looking forward to more posts on everything!
i hope you are having a good 4th of july weekend....hugs.

littledaisymay said...

What beautiful lyrics and such sweet pictures :) Your family is in my thoughts and prayers!

Teryn said...

those lyrics are beautiful. I'm glad to see you blogging a little here and there. I'm so glad that the memorial was a positive experience and that everything went so well! I look forward to reading more from you :)

Ams said...

Megan I am always thinking of you and Brent!!
Those lyrics are perfection... heartbreaking but beautiful.
I can't wait to see more pictures of your beautiful little boy and am praying for you guys!!!
xo

Lacey in the City said...

You and your family have been in my thoughts since I stumbled across your blog last week.

Sending you love,
Lacey

Lil' Woman said...

I'm so glad to see you somewhat back. I can't express how much my heart hurts for you and your family. Cohen will alway live on in all of our hearts.

Newlywed Next Door said...

Beautiful post. I've always loved that song! It's got a great melody and a wonderful meaning. Still sending big prayers you way.

Mar said...

Hello Megan, my name is María I'm from Mexico City, I found your blog through Heather (live.love.laugh) and I've been reading you for the past few months.

I know I'm too far and you don't even know me, but want to send you all my love and support, what you're living is not easy and maybe you will never understand it but it's good to express it in your blog... we are here reading you and trying to mend your heart with our words and prayers.

God bless you Megan, you have a little angel looking after and waiting for you in heaven.

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Katie said...

Megan ~ I wish I could reach through my computer screen and wrap my arms around you. I'm so very sorry. I remember well those raw feelings right after Reese went to be with Jesus. I hate that you know this pain.

Please know you're close to my heart and in my prayers.

Thank you for sharing pictures of Cohen and your sweet family. What a handsome little man!

Katie said...

love you so much megs! that song is so beautiful. I love it.

Ashley said...

Sending lots of prayers and love your way!

Jen West said...

i found you today, through the blog of a friend. i am so sorry for the loss of your angel son. blessings to you and your family.

Aly said...

Glad to see that you are back. I love that picture of Cohen with the ipod next to him, too sweet. Hope you had a relaxing weekend!

foreverhome-sarah said...

what a perfect song! Thank you for posting such beautiful pictures of little Cohen. Praying for your family during this difficult time.

Sara said...

I will continue to pray for you all to have peace in your hearts during this time. I know often a songwriter can put into words what we are feeling, both joyful and sad, but we cannot seem to say ourselves.

Tara Gibson said...

still thinking about you guys constantly. those pictures are so sweet. I wish i could give you a big hug!

Kristin said...

So nice to hear your bloggy voice again! You are one of the strongest women I've ever seen. I hope you and your hubs are able to find comfort in each other.

wishful nals said...

thinking of you all. cohen was so handsome. his spirit will always live on. xo

Stephanie said...

I just wanted to stop in and say that I am so sorry. I understand what you are going through...I went through my pregnancy knowing that my daughter had a terrible heart defect. Sadly, Amelia never was a candidate for surgery like Cohen was. I know how these days are surreal, things to do and keep you busy...but your kinda numb one moment and then slammed with grief the next. I hope that you have all the support you both need. You are incredible parents to Cohen and I know that he felt only the love that you gave him.

I am so sorry that you are in this horrible 'club' of baby lost parents. But if you ever need to talk to someone who 'gets it', don't hesitate to write me or visit my blog. www.carriedthroughgrief.blogspot.com.

Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.

Treehouseart said...

I thought of you and Brent as we made our way up highway 75/69 to see my sister in Arkansas last weekend from Dallas. I thought of that drive that you and Brent had made the week before to go get your little angel. Prayed for you there, back and continue to pray. Lots of love.....

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