2.05.2010

This & That

Hi blogland :)

Happy Friday! I wish today was next Friday. The next 7 days would be over.

I'm not sure how to post about anything when I only have one thing on my mind.


I was hesitant to post anything just yet, until we know anything for certain. However, nothing else is really on my mind.

Yesterday, we got to see our SWEET baby, Cohen :) While almost everything looked great, our doctor has a bit of concern with the LOOK of the left side of his heart. Yes, my immediate reaction was to break down. The doctor didn't seem super scared or concerned. He was calm and just told us he isn't certain if anything is wrong but he said he didn't like the way the left side looked. He said he hopes that he is just having a hard time picking up the angle he wants to see but he has concern it could be developmental. I won't go into too much more detail as we don't really know much more. The more I talk and think about it, the more I break down. His heart was beating and that's what counts. If the left side weren't working at all, it wouldn't be beating. However, yesterday it seemed as though the right side was compensating some for the left side. We are going to a Pediatric Cardiologist next week. Our appointment is scheduled for next Thursday morning. Of course hours after leaving the doctor I called to see if I couldn't get in ANY quicker. Well, I have to be 22 weeks for the sonogram thing they are doing so, Tuesday would be the earliest I can go. They will look first thing Tuesday morning to see if there are any openings.

The heart was the last thing he checked so the first part of the ultrasound was very pleasant. Cohen was moving around and measuring right on track. Doctor said he had long legs & big feet! There was also a student in with our doctor so he did and showed us all kinds of neat things :) We got a few pics I'll post in my Prego Mego post Tuesday.

I know this will be a stressful waiting period but I certainly have faith that God has a plan. No matter how many tears I cry, there are going to turn out they way they are supposed to. I hope next week, I can look back and think these were silly tears of worry. I'm not going to call it something possibly being "wrong"...I'm going to call is a possible "issue". While I hope there is no issue with Cohen's heart, I know there is so much medical technology out there. Of course, he is also in His good hands.

I would also like to note, I have total faith in my doctor. He takes what he does very seriously and I know his is super cautious. I know a lot of girls that go to him. He checked twice in one day to get the neck measurements for my nephew. He also sent one of my pretty close friends to a Pediatric Cardiologist when she was pregnant because he wanted to someone to take a second look at her baby's heart. Luckily, there was no alarming issue. There was a small hole and a little thickness but the Specialist didn't have concerns after having the long ECHO done to check. While I do think it's sometimes it stinks to have to worry, I much rather be prepared than under prepared. If it were any other doctor, I might not have even had an ultrasound yesterday for him to look. Thank God for an ultrasound every appointment. I know babies were and are born all the time with few if any ultrasounds. They can be helped at birth if an issue arises. Our doctor said if there is any issue, we would just start or create a plan of action.

Please keep us in your prayers and I will keep you all updated.

I know it isn't realistic for me to ask you to refrain from commenting any scary issues on this subject but to please share the good comments or situations. However, just consider it. This momma doesn't probably need any more stress currently :o)

I didn't want this post strictly to be about the above because I really hesitated to post about it at all. I hate to worry if there may be no issue but how can I not. SO, let me see what else I have going today.....

I ordered the crib this morning! Here is it :)

Hopefully next weekend I can take the bedding to get made. That will take about two weeks. The crib may take a few weeks to arrive as well. I'll be ordering the other furniture probably in the next few weeks.

Today, I'm getting to see some cuties!

(she LOVES lipstick) (pics taken with iphone)


I also got to see Jessica & Lucy!

I'm hoping this weekend hubby will take me to see this.....

We are still unsure our Super Bowl plans quite yet but I'm sure it will involve football, food, friends & family :)

I'm thinking of attempting this delicious sounding recipe this weekend ....


Hope you all have a good weekend.

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The Lord is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth. He fulfills the desires of those who fear him; he hears their cry and saves them - Psalms 145:18-19

59 comments :):

Lauren said...

Oh girl...definitely thinking about you & sending prayers your way. I love your outlook & of course God will guide you through whatever "issues" arise! Enjoy your weekend!

Adriana said...

I'm so sorry to hear what you are going through - I can't even imagine the level of stress you are under. The only advise I can give you is to try to relax (I know this sounds impossible.) But, you need to take it easy not only for yourself but for Baby Cohen.

I will keep you and Baby Cohen in my thoughts and prayers!

Laura said...

I will keep you guys and Cohen in my prayers! I can't imagine how you must feel at the slightest bit of concern, but you are absolutely right - it is out of our hands and in God's...and He always has a plan and is prepared to be (more than) a shoulder to lean/cry on. Happy you got to see your little man, though, and yay for the crib! I can't wait to get giddy about all those little baby things... :) ...eventually. Hehe.

The Rest is Still Unwritten said...

Oh girl. I'm so sorry to hear that! You and baby Cohen are definitely in my prayers!

When in Rome is so cute and will definitely take your mind off of things!

THE Stephanie said...

Oh Megan, I totally feel you. I had a similar "issue" with our son and it was scary, but in the end, everything was perfect!

I will be praying for all of you. You are right about the most important thing - God is in control. So we'll focus on that and continue to pray!

Sherrie said...

I can only imagine how worried you must be. I will be praying that everything is fine with baby Cohen! Hugs

jill said...

loving on you from txk and praying for you, brent and cohen all day, every day until the appointment! i feel it in my bones that baby cohen will be born whole and healthy! so glad you're blessed with such an incredible, caring doc. hope your weekend is a good one, friend. loves!!!

Alison said...

I'm so sorry you're having to go through this but I just know it's going to be ok! Have a great weekend!!! :)

Startup Wife said...

You know, not to minimize the panic and stress I'm sure you're feeling, but in most cases--especially if you have a very conscientious healthcare provider, which it sounds like you do--there are many many precautions taken and so often, everything is just FINE. Of course they want to cover all the bases, but hopefully with your precious baby it's just that these are precautions. Try to take it easy, hope for the best, and know that God has a perfect plan and is watching out for you and Cohen. Keep us updated!

Teryn said...

Megan,

I'm sorry for this scary news. Hopefully everything will turn out fine. And you're right, thank goodness for modern technology that can help deal if there is an issue. We got scary news on Thursday too. I did the second trimester quad screen and it came back abnormal. So, further testing is needed. While I know that abnormal doesn't necessarily mean my baby has a genetic disorder.. it's still a little distressing to get any semi negative news about your little baby developing inside of you!

Hugs!!
Teryn

Jordan said...

Everything will work out, keep leaning on God! I will be praying for you guys. Let us know how When in Rome is, I want to see it! :)

Jordan said...

Everything will work out, keep leaning on God! I will be praying for you guys. Let us know how When in Rome is, I want to see it! :)

jlc said...

When in Rome was such a feel good movie!! I really hope it helps get your mind off of Cohen a bit. Lots of love and prayers to you and your sweet baby right now.

xox.

Lil' Woman said...

You will def. be in my prayers girl! :)

Lindsey Conrad - Nabors said...

I am totally going to be keeping you and baby Cohen in my prayers and also pray that God eases your nerves and heavy heart as you wait for your next apt b/c I know how waiting is the worst! So hang in there!!

So glad your crib arrived! YAY! That's so exciting!! Hope you can have a good weekend!! Oh and that recipe looks YUMMO!!

Hugs!

Aly said...

I will most definitely keep you and baby Cohen in my prayers! I hope you have a relaxing weekend and that the week goes by very speedy for you!

By the way I love the lock up your daughters shirt! It's really funny!

Blue-Eyed Bride said...

you, hubby, and cohen are in my prayers. hang in there and try to stay busy until your appointment! relax and spend time with God. xoxox

Ashley said...

You and little Cohen are in my prayers. Praying that nothing is wrong!

melissa said...

Sending so many good thoughts to you, your hubby & Baby Cohen. I hope you find lots of happy distractions between now and your appointment and that good news comes to you as soon as possible. Stay strong momma!

DeDe said...

I will be thinking about you. I was definitely worried when I had my 20 week anatomy scan since I have heart issues and so does my mother. My doc was even willing to refer for a fetal echo if I still wasn't convinced everything was ok. The most reassuring thing he said was that even if there was something, they can't do anything until birth. Don't stress out! Right now, he is so much safer inside.

Annie said...

praying for your baby cohen, you are such a sweet girl....i hope you have a great weekend

Rachel said...

Oh Megan...all 3 of you are in my prayers. I pray that you find peace between now and your appointment on Tuesday, because I'm sure your mind is racing. Relax and enjoy your weekend!

Sarah said...

I will for sure keep your precious little one in my prayers. It is so hard to wait to find out that everything is fine, but I pray that God will allow the next few days to go by quickly, and that he will give you a peace about the situation as you wait.

KatieSPerk said...

Keeping all of you in my prayers!

Natalie said...

I will definitely have sweet baby Cohen, you and your hubby in my prayers! Sending lots of love and prayers your way sister ;)

Brittany Ann said...

Keeping you and your precious little Cohen in my prayers:)

Iva said...

totally thinking of you and your little baby on the way!! no worries at all...ok?! OK!! just be strong and smile and think lots of happy thoughts...try not to stress out or be scared. I know its easier said then done...but, right now its really the best thing you can do for the both of you. Happy Friday and have a great weekend...and the lipstick looks fabulous ;)

Sarah said...

Everything will be ok! It will be time for the apt before you know it, and then you can feel all better. and if there is an "issue", you can get a plan and trust that doctors are experienced in just about anything these days. Hang in there, Ill be praying for you!

Jennifer said...

Oh Megan, I can't even begin to imagine what you must be going through right now. I will definitely be keeping you and sweet baby Cohen in my prayers. I'm looking forward to your post saying everything's fine!

Laura and Ryan said...

I'm praying for baby Cohen as we speak. I have a feeling everything is going to be ok. It's great that your doctor takes extra precautions and he sounds like a good man.

xoxo

Heather said...

Sending prayers your way for a healthy little boy!!

meredith said...

lots and lots of sweet prayers for beautiful baby cohen!!

and that lipstick pic is just adorable!!

Jenn said...

Sending prayers your way! God has a plan and he has NOT been taken by surprise with this...everything will work out according to His will.

Heather said...

Praying for you!

Melissa said...

I will definitely keep you guys in my prayers and I hope everything turns out fine!

d.a.r. said...

I think it is amazing that you have such a careful, cautious doctor who is obviously looking out for every potential problem!! I am praying for you all and hoping that things turn out okay. God is in control and his plan is perfect!

Ali said...

Praying for Cohen.

Allyson said...

Praying for Baby Cohen!

Classy Fab Sarah said...

First off, tons of prayers for all of you. I can only imagine how scary this all is.

I just wanted to let you know that I too was a "heart baby" when I was born. Back in 1976 there wasn't a ton of technological accuracy to help predict that I had heart problems before I was born.... so they were only detected at my 1 week checkup!

When I was little, they predicted that I would never run and play like a normal kid - that I would always have an "impaired" heart and lung system.

But the long story short is that these days even my doctors have a hard time trying to detect the heart defects that were once nearly life-threatening. And today I live my day to day life without ever thinking about my heart.

Either way - prayers for all of you. And prayers that you get into the doctor asap!

Texan Couture said...

Sorry to hear about what you going through just keep your faith and things will work out for the best the way God wants them to! I will def be praying for your family.

Is that your little niece? She sure is cute don't all little girls love to play dressup with lipstick!

Virginia Belle said...

I'm so sorry to hear that. You all are in my thoughts and prayers. Have a great weekend!

Meg said...

Lifting you, your husband, and your precious baby boy Cohen before our Heavenly Father. God is in control and has an amazing plan for you all. I hope you had that amazing weekend you were planning-sounds like a blast!

K & Q said...

My thoughts and prayers are with you. I am sure everything will be fine.

Becky said...

I will definitely be praying for you sweet friend! Don't worry yourself just yet a lot of times its just precautions. I know god is in control and everything will be fine. Take care, much love becky

Elizabeth said...

Hey Megan,
You and baby Cohen are in my prayers. I mentioned you in my blog post. Hope that's okay.
-Elizabeth

Lauren Kelly said...

I hope you had a wonderful Super Bowl weekend, praying for sweet Cohen. Love you!!!

Newlywed Next Door said...

I know it must be so hard not worry... just know that we're all praying for you! Who knows, it could turn out not to be an issue after all once you see the heart dr. Sending you lots of virtual hugs! Take care sweet girl!

April said...

Hi Megan, I stumbled across your blog through a few other blogs I read and I have been following you for a while now. I sent you an email a while back about Lupron and you wrote me back and then I just never got around to writing you back. sorry about that. I am so sorry to hear you guys are going through this. I will be praying for you, Brent and Little Cohen. Looking forward to hearing how the doctors appt goes this week...

Heather said...

Hang in there girl, I will praying for Cohen and you. Just know, that they have to tell you every little thing in ultrasounds now a days cause of liability issues. Mollie had a spot on her heart while in utero and everything is just fine with her, and heart issues run in my hubby's family. Take to your faith and place it in the Lord, for He knows what will be and will give you the strength to get through whatever!! Praying that this ends up being nothing and that Cohen will continue to grow strong and healthy, and he will!!! Lots of prayers and love!

Anonymous said...

Find strength in the Lord; I will keep you and your family in my prayers!

allison @ designing woman said...

wow, you have so many wonderful women that care about you! everything is going to be fine, he will still be perfect! love you all and anxiously waiting to hear the next new news.

Rachel said...

Megan, I prayed for you and baby Cohen as soon as I finished reading your post. I am such a worrier and I can't imagine how much you're stressing right now.

For me, I know that even if I don't think I'm worrying about something, my body still knows I am deep down, so just try to relax as much as possible.

My husband was born with a hole in his heart and it completely healed on it's own, and a woman that I work with has a granddaughter that was just born with heart problems and she is going to be completely fine!

Naturally Caffeinated Family said...

I am praying sweet friend! You know we went through some similar things, went to a new even further trusting God place, and did the same thing, let it go completely understanding God had it all, (and everything turned out soo wonderfully ;)). and we thanked God for cautious doctors too.=) You and sweet Cohen are in our prayers! You can just rest and relax knowing that God's got it and that sweet baby=)

Tara Gibson said...

im so sorry to hear this girl, I am praying it is not an issue at all. You are right, God will Take care of you all! hugs!

Amanda said...

Oh sweetie I'm so sorry you are having to go through this! Trust me, I KNOW the stress of it all and I'm still going through it. I don't know if you've read all my posts but in my archives section there is a post from October titled "just breathe" and another one in Nov. called "some favorites". In that one, there is a song I love by Casting Crowns called Praise You in this Storm that I posted and it helped me deal TREMENDOUSLY. I finally just gave it all over to God and said "do your will" and felt an immense weight lift off my shoulders. I'm praying your sweet baby boy is just fine and that its just a false alarm. Doctors can do AMAZING things these days if there IS a problem and yours sounds pretty on top of his game. :) I'll be praying for you guys!

Alexis Anderson said...

Megan, I may not know you well, but I've come to be very fond of you through your blog! I can tell that you and your hubby are amazing people with big, STRONG hearts. I can't help but feel the same about baby Cohen. I'm thinking about you a lot, and will continue to do so through your Thursday morning appointment. I'm confident that things will go well and his little heart will only grow stronger! Keep your head up. :) XOXO

Kassie said...

Oh my goodness Megan, I'm sorry to hear that. I'm just catching up on blogs and saw this! Sending more prayers this way--I can't imagine how you are feeling right now!

LyndsAU said...

sending lots of prayers your way!! lots of hugs too! if you need anything please do not hesitate to email me! I will email you my number if you need anything or just to talk!! Remember, God is good and the ultimate healer! Love ya!

BLC :o said...

Powerful post my friend! May my prayers and support surround you! Chin up and trust in Him. Xoxo-BLC

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